WALANG HIMALA! *BANG!*

Happy Birthday Haruki Murakami!

Thank you Maita for the heads up.

The one thing that did get me out of bed this morning was the launch of the new products from Apple! I totally love the iPod Shuffle, Mac mini, and Final Cut Express HD (finally bundled with Soundtrack and Live Type!)

Anyone out there willing to make a Mac addict happy? I will forever be grateful. :)

I have the strong compulsion to just listen to A Girl Called Eddy and chain smoke the whole day.

So depression is the new black..I just hope it fades away fast. It doens't help that everyone close to me seems to be going through some kind of rough patch.

I just woke up from two years of having my life on autopilot. And everything seems to be in hyper-reality nowadays and it does become scary at times. What frightens me the most though is the realization that I no longer trust in whatever happiness I experienced in the past two years since I essentially was running numb and guarded.

So here's how it is to be finally awake: food tastes better, music now hits like a runaway truck, and my family and friends have become extra special to me. On the other side of things, the absence of mama has become increasingly palpable and painfull.