I just woke up from two years of having my life on autopilot. And everything seems to be in hyper-reality nowadays and it does become scary at times. What frightens me the most though is the realization that I no longer trust in whatever happiness I experienced in the past two years since I essentially was running numb and guarded.
So here's how it is to be finally awake: food tastes better, music now hits like a runaway truck, and my family and friends have become extra special to me. On the other side of things, the absence of mama has become increasingly palpable and painfull.
So here's how it is to be finally awake: food tastes better, music now hits like a runaway truck, and my family and friends have become extra special to me. On the other side of things, the absence of mama has become increasingly palpable and painfull.
